Bye Bye Boobies

Less than 24 hours!!!  Calm and collected is out the window! :(  Officially freaking out.  I have remained relatively distracted the last few days in order to keep this moment from happening.  I came down with a cold on Thursday, so I have been pretty stressed out that that could possibly cause them to postpone surgery and have just been continuing to hope that I am well by tomorrow afternoon.  Feeling a little better, but still not as well as I would hope and am not able to keep from worrying that I wont be well enough, but I still am holding out hope that I will wake up feeling much better.  
The love and support from all of my family and friends has been amazing and I am incredibly lucky and grateful that my faith in humanity has been restored by witnessing how incredibly thoughtful and wonderful people can still be!! :)  Had people drop off food, magazines, books, pajamas, comfy clothes and other wonderful gifts to help get me through and spent time with some wonderful friends both Saturday night and Sunday afternoon.   Now I am just trying to rest and relax and give my body what it needs to wake up well and ready for battle.  Unfortunately, I have mostly just been giving it large doses of fear and panic!!!!!  This has been a long couple of months and my life has been completely changed forever.  But I have also seen that I am stronger than I thought I was and that I am surrounded by love and caring and that regardless of my "bad luck", I am pretty darn lucky.  Ok, people, cover me, I'm going in!!!!

 Yummy Boobie Cupcakes Megan made for my bye bye boobie bash!

Kickball Event today to kick balls for my boobies!