March 25, 2014
Couldn't they at least make their hold music something more fun and upbeat? This classical crap just makes me sleepier and crankier. Currently sitting on hold with HealthNet for the last 45 minutes. This is only like my third call to them TODAY! Trying to keep myself calm and stop from going bonkers. I have definitely lost it a couple of times just today. But I am considering it a good day. Some progress made. Saw a new surgeon from the City of Hope in South Pasadena and she seemed very good and talked to me about my options in a way that made it a lot more clear about what I will probably have to do. Now trying to simultaneously coordinate with insurance to actually get anything done while also coming to grips with what my life is going to look like for the next year. Trying to just remind myself that my life for the next year is going to be awful, but then I will be alive and everything will be fine and this will just be a bump in my road. Went to a breast cancer support group and listened to lots of other women share their stories of overcoming this and dealing with this shitty hand. It's good to just think about the day when I can tell the stories of how I made it through.
OMG! After 45 minutes on hold, my cell phone just dropped the call!!!!! Aaaahhhhh!
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